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I hate flying. I HATE flying. Like pop multiple Xanax and think my plane is going to go down at any minute HATE flying. It's miserable. So when an unexpected work trip to Denver popped up last week I was less than thrilled about it. Especially because my follicle scan was scheduled for the 19th and I was due back the 18th. And that was just cutting things a little too close for my comfort level. While in Denver I had some cramping and a few other symptoms that had me thinking it was not a good idea to be in Denver. On Friday that feeling was confirmed when I learned I ovulated early, as in ovulated while I was in Denver early. Did I mention I HATE flying???!!! Not only did I ovulate early, but I ovulated so early that we missed the IUI window. :( The whole exploratory thing went so well and I was so excited, this was just the sort of thing I was really hoping would NOT happen. But it did. I think my nurse practitioner recommended we give it the good ole college try for the next two days, simply to keep hope alive. But, my hope was a little deflated.

So now I'm waiting, and not very patiently, for my next cycle to start. I know making a baby can be hard, but no one tells you just how TERRIBLE the waiting is. Until next time, I'll be here...waiting.