Making Ackers: As of Late...

As of late, life has been the usual. 4th of July week was so much fun, I have pics below for you guys, and then I turned right around to head to New Jersey for work. I mentioned in a previous post staying busy helps and it definitely has. The less down time the better. The minute I slow down, my mind tends to speed, almost instantly. Sitting in the house this morning has already sent me into a tizzy. I go see my counselor next week and I think that visit is very overdue. The last visit was right after the bad news, so I wasn't quite processing anything other than sadness. But now I feel inundated with emotions. Anger mostly, but still sadness and anxiety about what we do from here and what we do while we take this much needed break, ie finances, the house. I don't expect her to have all the answers or ANY, but I know talking it out with her will help, it always does. Right now I feel like I am suggesting a different solution to Vance every other day and I know that can be frustrating...for BOTH of us! So while I sort through all these emotions and what the game plan is, let me leave you with some much prettier visuals.